The end

I apologise for taking so long to update this blog. A lot of things have changed since my last post, and I have been very busy trying to get my life back on track. I have had many friends help me, and to them I owe a lot. And to those who have gone through hard times in their lives, and who have shared their stories with me, I appreciate what you have been through and try as hard as I can to understand. Everyone deserves a second chance, and I didn't seem to get one this time, but I feel now that it was for the best. I know who my real and true friends are and we will fight through the hard times together. I hope you know, anyone who is reading this and knows me, that you can come to me with anything, and I will listen and give you any advice I can. People deserve to be given the chance to be heard, it is respectful, whether they can help or not. I pretty much just want to say thank you to people who have been there, and who still are. Don't get me wrong, I am not healed, I am still hurting, and there are things that have happened over the last few months, even still to this day, that are unforgivable. This blog won't get on a deep one, don't worry! Just this once I wanted to express how I feel. Now, take a deep breath, call your best mate and tell them they are awesome and go out and have a fucking good time, because you only live once, and when you can help those around you, life is worth living. So here I will throw in a link to my Mum's charity The Landirani Trust, who help orphans in Malawi. Some things are more important. Don't TRY to do the right thing, think about it and actually DO the right thing, not for yourself, but for others.